Monday, March 29, 2010

A New Beginning


So, I have tried many times to write in journals and blogs. However, I always get lazy and get distracted. This blog I am determined to keep up. I have discovered that writing is my therapy. Writing is my security blanket. It calms me when I am nervous and frees me when I am angry. I am by no means a Hemingway, but I am not trying to be. Today is a new day. I woke up with the odd sensation that today was going to be the start of something new. I feel that this song best describes how I woke up this morning. It is taken from Beauty and the Beast: the Musical.


There's been a change in me
A kind of moving on
Though what I used to be
I still depend upon
For now I realize
That good can come from bad
That may not make me wise
But oh it makes me glad
And I-- I never thought I'd leave behind
My childhood dreams
But I don't mind
For now I love the world I see
No change of heart a change in me
For in my dark despair
I slowly understood
My perfect world out there
Had disappeared for good
But in it's place I feel
A truer life begin
And it's so good and real
It must come from within
And I-- I never thought I'd leave behind
My childhood dreams but I don't mind
I'm where and who I want to be
No change of heart
A change in me
No change of heart
A change in me

I am committed to this blog and to changing my whole self (mind, body, spirit). I look forward to the future no matter how long that may be. So, I will write (almost) everyday about everything: my day, exercise, diet, thoughts, political stance, pictures, questions, etc. A bunch of mindless babbling to be exact. I hope you enjoy this journey I am about to embark on. Cheers to the future!
xoxo,
Me

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